March
13/03/18
I love waking up at ungodly hours and then making a tea and then listening to Red Lorry Yellow Lorry and mouthing the words in the kitchen before going back to bed. YEAH, I’M SO SOAKED TO THE SKIN YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE WEATHER, I say while looking out the window into the darkness. Sometimes I think something is going to emerge and press itself up to the window and watch me drink my peppermint tea. And then sometimes in my dreams I’m crying and hugging Laura Palmer. I’m just that type of guy.
This morning, I woke up for the second time to the smell of woodsmoke. It’s my favourite smell. Flies are always buzzing in my ear. All I hear is the buzzing of flies. Most summer nights, I’m kicking sheets off the bed. My recurring dreams are so scary and infinite. I couldn’t describe them to you. It’s not really summer anymore, so I’m sure I'll start sleeping better.
It’s around 2 in the morning and I’ve been working on coding for this site. I like being up late, the only problem is that it destroys my ability to have a good day the next day. Anyways I can’t say for sure how much I’ll be able to update this blog, especially because I really am so beholden to using Instagram and Tumblr for similar purposes. If for some reason you found this page, leave a comment on the site profile and I’ll get in touch. I’d love to meet like-minded people.
Love, B.
21/03/18
How's it going everyone? I'm pretty pleased with how the website is turning out... I've been looking at various coding tutorials on YouTube and following instructional websites. This is how you make your own site... you cobble it together. Anyway, it was my housemate's birthday today and we all drank quite a bit and went to the Pancake Parlour. There's something so weird about the Pancake Parlour to me. Too many mirrors and too much beige. It's like melted candle wax... Alice in Wonderland but in a distinctly constructed way, perhaps?
It's pretty late at night...well, early in the morning. I finished watching a movie. It's called 'Funeral Parade of Roses'. It's basically my favourite movie. It's so cold and sad but I watch it at least once a month.
I honestly feel like I've been wasting my time a lot recently. Like, should I be trying harder... maybe go to TAFE or back to uni? Everyday that passes I have less time or whatever. I'm something of a half-person anyway... Anyway, I'm going to go to sleep, because I've got work tomorrow. My exciting life doesn't pay for itself...
Love, B.